immediate to-do list
1. Get better
2. Do the second half of the dishes
3. Laundry
4. Tidy up the nest
5. Call AAA
6. Chicken noodle soup, please.





short-term to-do list
1. Barracuda painting
2. Red haired mermaid
3. Fix car/get new car
4. Laptop, please
5. Get dreads out of my lions mane...
6. More creation, and self-forgiveness
7. Magnolias
8. Kennedy letter/package




long-term to-do list
1. Quit smoking, everything
2. Complete college
3. Forgive zac, wholly
4. Loft/gallery/my own
5. Hair to my hips
6. Closest family ties
7. Out of debt
8. Music with Dan and Chester to blossom
9. Travels
10. To be a great mama someday
11. Learn past the barriers our brains try to leave our minds out of...


(Lots of new film photographs, homo lomos and '47 canon creations... will scan later/hopefully soon...)

Self separation from everyone else is an overstimulating adventure. Delving into your mind and soul because you don't believe in your heart. Rikkikita has gotten so big, she's more like a tiger than a kitten... and knowing I have no relationships with other girls is somewhat comforting. I guess.
Although, it is amazing to watch from a distance how beautiful you've all become.

Watching as a wallflower, living like a zombie. Life is pretty wild.